Whatever.

Hectic

2006-09-27T11:05:00.000+08:00

I underestimated college. I underestimated Pharmacy. I overestimated myself. Hay, Hirap.

I've been busy with a lot of exams and practical tests and projects that I wasn't able to blog for some time. And imagine, I only have 4 subjects worth 16 units. What more kung fully-loaded na ako? Pano na ako sa second sem??

Ayoko munang isipin yun. I'm just trying to survive this sem. So far, it's okay naman. My grades aren't at their best but what matters is that they are all passing grades. I can't afford to retake any subject.

Yun lang. Wala lang akong magawa. Internet connection at my house was disrupted yesterday. Ewan ko ba dun sa SmartBro. Siguro dahil sa ulan. I just hope it's back up today. Marami akong kailangan i-research. =D

Maybe the next time I blog would be this sembreak na. Haha. :)

That's it. Bye!

too much Grey's Anatomy

2006-09-20T11:04:00.000+08:00

Usually, i decide on the title first when posting but today, I'm going to think about the title after I've done my rambling. =D

Okay, where to start... About my last blog entry, don't mind that. Haha. That was just a sudden attack of temporary insanity. O.O Like I said there, I was just overthinking things kaya yun. Much ado about nothing.

Ay! 68 nga pala ako sa Org Chem. So I guess I'm not failing it after all! Yipee! You have absolutely no idea how happy I was when I learned I pass. It was like a big thorn finally pulled from my throat. BioChem, here I come!!! I was thinking of choosing 2F as my home section since I've made some potential friends there. :) PERO, kung si Sir Torres pa rin ang prof nila for BioChem, I might change my mind. Ayoko ng manganib ulit.

I'm here sa school now. Ayoko na nga talagang maginternet ngayon eh. Nakakasawa din pala ang palaging online noh. Ever since we subscribed to smartbro, parang I lost my mood na. I just don't know how to kill time that's why I decided to go here na rin. I need to study for my Theo test din naman eh so I need to do some research.

Another thing! Yesterday was the first ever time that I've watched Grey's Anatomy. And I love it!! It's all about Meredith Grey and her life as a Surgical Intern. Ang cool! Parang gusto ko na tuloy magsurgeon. Hahaha. I remember when I was in Elementary, yun ang gusto kong maging, maging Surgeon. Pero I realized that I'm squirmish, kaya hindi na lang. I don't pass out at every sight of blood naman, pero TOO much blood, I can't take. I watched like 7 episodes yesterday. I'm going to watch the remaining 5 later when I get home. Can't wait!

Yun, nonsense naman pinagsasabi ko. Hahaha. La lang. Walang magawa eh. :)

Tama na nga.

Ang Saklap

2006-09-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

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PROMISE. Yan ang laman ng utak ko ngayon. Nakailang type na ako ng intro but I still can't put my thoughts into words kaya ganyan na lang. YAN ANG LAMAN NG UTAK KO. Wag kayong mag-alala, walang code yan.

The problem with me is that I think toooooooo much. Another problem is that I don't know how to stop doing it. I think, I think, I think. Buti sana if it does me good but the effect is the exact opposite. I have a knack of making matters worse than they actually are by thinking they are. :'( Ayoko ng mag-isip. Naiiyak na ako.

Hanggang dito na lang. Nawala ako ng gana mag-blog bigla. Gulo ko noh?

still not ready

2006-09-12T12:15:00.000+08:00

My closest girl friend, Rachelle texted me earlier today, twice, asking what happened to me last Saturday. My "problem(s)" actually occured last Saturday. Parang nagkasabay-sabay na nga lang ang mga malas eh. Basta. I'm still not ready to tell.

Saturday nights are usually sleepover at Mich's place and that was what's supposed to happen last Saturday night. Unfortunately, demise came to me and I wasn't able to spend the night there. What that demise was, I would never ever reveal here in my blog. Sorry. =P Like I said it's personal.

Rachelle got alarmed siguro since I texted Mich telling her of an emergency at home being the reason that I couldn't come. Mich said she understands naman. What I said was true. There was an emergency at home. A BIG emergency. Rachelle and Mich knows I wouldn't miss the sleepover for the world.

Tapos Saturday night pa, right before I went to bed, I sent out a text message to all that says "I sure hope all of you had a better day than mine. goodnight." It was nice to see some messages of concern when I woke up. :) Pero I didn't tell them what happened naman. Basta I told them na I was OK na. Which was not at all true.

The problem was, the ONE person I wish would care and ask me what happened, didn't even gave a damn. I knew it. I was a fool to even think that he would even care, being the insensitive prat that he is. Hay.

ENOUGH.

I'm hunggggrrrryyyyyyy. I decided to join Monique, Joan and Donna for lunch today. Eh biglang hindi pala sila maglulunch. Hay, gutom na ako. I'll just buy something from the cafe na lang before Chem Lec.

Chem leeeeeecccc.. My least favorite subject. If only I wasn't trying to catch up, magkacut na lang ako. Ah basta.

Need to go.

Paalam.

Lowest of Lows

2006-09-11T10:56:00.000+08:00

Hay, malungkot ako. Pero ayoko sabihin ang rason. It's rather... personal. Even my closest friends don't know what happened to me. They don't even have the slightest idea. It's not that I don't want them to know, I'm just not yet ready to tell. I'm thinking na if I told them about it, I couldn't help but burst into tears. So as for now, akin na po muna yun.

Salamat. :)

Okay, I was thinking of sharing something in my post today. Last Friday, my old officemate, Sheryl, told me of a video of the supposedly "trailer" of Titanic 2. YES, TAY-TA-NIC TWO, as in sequel nung Titanic 1 na highest grossing film of allllll time. Being a flick-freak that I am, I was soooo surprised because I haven't heard of such. Then she said nga that there is a trailer so she told me to check out Youtube.

By hearing Youtube pa lang I laughed na. If that "trailer" is the real thing then it should have its own website, right? I went to google muna to search for it, not even IMDB has a record of it so from there pa lang I knew that "trailer" isn't really a trailer at all.

So from google, I found my way to youtube and the "trailer". I watched it and now you should too so here it is...

*drumroll*

It's somehow convincing, noh? Some even commented asking when the non-existent movie would come out. Ang galing kasi my voice over pa, then the editting was superb. Kung hindi ako mahilig manood ng movies, malamang I was also fooled.

Most of the clips the maker of this "trailer" used was from Catch Me If You Can, The Beach, even Romeo and Juliet and of course, from the original Titanic. Maraming ring ginamit na clips from other movies. I recoginzed one from A Beautiful Mind with Jennifer Conelly, tapos a clip from a John Cusack movie, I don't know which one though. Basta yun.

Magaling, ang galing ng pagkakagawa. :) Hahaha. Natawa ako. Hahahahaha.

Anyway highway, CONGRATULATIONS TO THE GAWI DANCERS!! Woohoo! Five years in a row! Jive for Five! Hay, I just can't help but be proud to be a Thomasian myself. :)

Congrats din to my old Alma Mater FEU for beating UP. I can't believe UP made it to 3rd. I hate what they did. FEU was deserving of being the 1st Runner up. Kung maganda lang ang costume nila baka natalo pa ang UST. Hahahaha. Buti na lang pangit. =P

Anyway, gtg. I still have theo next then I'll go home na. I don't have Org Chem lab today since my classmates will have a recollection this afternoon.

Anyeong! =P

The Art of Failing

2006-09-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

Today isn't a good day for me. For the very first time in my life, I feel like I'm going to fail at something I SHOULD be good at. I know it's not right to feel this way because people fail all the time and it's not just me. But, I just really can't help but be bummed. Maybe because I know that it is not just myself that I'm failing, I'm failing my dad.

Not to brag and all but I am used to doing well in school. I think it's the only thing I'm good at nga eh. I mean, I'm not pretty, I'm not even good in singing or dancing, even sports, not even arts! Sa school lang talaga ako nageexcel. I'm proud to say that I get good grades, often with little or sometimes no effort at all.And now, I'm putting much effort into it and it looks like it will all be in vain. (wag naman po sana!)

Okay, here's the deal. I'm hanging for my dear, dear life in Organic Chem. I know I've mentioned that I don't have a very good prof and that the subject is really hard. During the monthly grading period, I admit, I'm not taking the subject seriously. I mean, I sleep during lectures, I don't study my notes (when I have them), I don't study for quizzes.. o di ba? Then it dawned on me that I NEED to study for the prelims and I did. I DID! I STILL DO! I no longer sleep during lectures. Kahit parang may pampatulog ang boses ni Sir Torres, gising ako, nagnonotes ako! I study for quizzes, I participate in lab experiments, I even do homeworks ON MY OWN! But it seems as if all my efforts are in vain, coz I'm still failing.

Alright, so I'm not putting my 100% on it. Syempre, self-proclaimed Juan Tamad ako eh so there were still times na I wam too lazy to do something. Pero I think I've given about 95% effort to it.

Org Chem lang naman problem ko eh. I'm doing SO well in BioSci, Phar1 and so-so in Theo. Yun sa Theo, ewan ko, parang wala talaga akong gana sa klase ko dun eh. Like earlier today, we had no class in theo na naman. Sino ba naman gaganahan dun?

Only one month left till final exams. Finals na, I'm scared that I won't have enough time to catch up. I don't want JUST to pass. AYOKO NG TRES. Hindi pa nga ako nagkakados, magkakatres na ako?! Hindi pede yun. I'm aiming at most a 2 since I know I don't have a chance for a 1.something grade anymore. I just can't imagine what my dad would feel. He's my number 1 fan. :) I'm not kidding. He's one of the people that gets me going. He's the reason why I have high hopes and dreams. He believes I can do anything, absolutely anything.

HELP ME GOD!

Hay, salamat

2006-09-01T19:31:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

Hay, grabe! Iba talaga ang college. Ngayon ko lang naranasan na pilitin ang sarili kong mag-aral kahit ayoko pero dahil kailangan, nag-aral ako! I've never even experienced this during my first year at FEU. Siguro dahil mejo madali pa ang subjects ko nun kaya ganun. Oh well... iba talaga, yun lang masasabi ko.

Well, I need to catch up naman kasi. My grades are really disappointing. Malulungkot si Ama kapag nakita niyang mababa mga grades ko. I'm keeping my dad updated with the things in school naman. Alam niyang nagmake-up classes kami sa Org Chem. (haha!) syempre, nanghingi ako sa kanya ng pangbayad. >.< He knows I'm having trouble with that subject. Well, who isn't?!? Habang nagtetest ako sa Org Chem, di ko mapigilang manggigil sa Prof namin. The test would've been easy if only he taught it well.Yun tuloy. Salamat sa Make-up classes na P1000 an hour at may naisagot naman kahit papano.

For my exams in PhyAna Lec&Lab and OrgChem Lec&lab, sinagad ko talaga ang oras. I took my time in answering the exams, kahit di ko talaga alam ang sagot, piniga ko ang utak ko just to make the luckiest, most intelligent guess I can make. Sana it paid off. Haha. As for my Phar1 test, again, piece of cake (yabang!). I finished the test within 10 minutes, and that included double checks, even triple checks. Of course, may mga items na I'm not sure pero over-all, it was easy. As for Theo, ewan..parang di ko siniryoso yung test. Yun lang yata yung test kong hindi ako nag-aral ng puspusan. Ewan ko ba...parang nakakawala ng gana ang Theo. Buti na lang last subject yun or else, nasira ang momentum ko.

So that was it. There are a lot of things going on in my *ahem* personal life. Pero I really don't want to get into that. Let's just say... I'm free. Interpret it however you like. Haha.

I'm gone.

Windang

2006-08-30T15:40:00.000+08:00

Exams week this week and I have no exams scheduled today. I only have time to drop by. I changed my layout. I made it simpler. It's much easier to manipulate too so when I finally learn how to make major revisions to the script I can make my own lay-out na!

That was only one of the things I want to learn. CSS. I want to learn how to make layouts and stuff. Haha. I also want to learn graphic arts!! I really want to get a Adobe Photoshop CS2 just to give it a try. Putek, mahal. And the last thing I want to learn is.... SPEAK KOREAN! Hahaha. Wala lang, trip lang. Kasi naman, I've worked with Koreans for a year and wala man lang ako nalaman from them. I already know a few words and phrases like "Yoboseyo" which means "Hello", "Anieyo" which means "No/not", "Sang Ill Chuk Ha Hae" which means "Happy Birthday" tapos I also know how to count to three, "hana..dul..set..." Not bad huh? Hahaha

Well, yun lang. I still have exams on PhyAna tomorrow, lab and lec. Yesterday I had exams in Org chem lab and lec and Phar1 so you could just imagine the stress I had to go through. Imagine an analyzation, computation and memorization test all in one day. Hay, a BIG PAIN, I tell you.

Okay, till here na lang. I got to run. Oh, and we have a new computer na!!! Grabe, I'm so psyched!! It comes with a really cool table, printer, scanner, CD-writer and DVD rom all for just 11K!! Hahaha Great deal, noh?

Yun lang. :) Till next blogging day.

Yun Yun Eh!

2006-08-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

So she pretends she doesn't care, hoping she can make it thru the day full of pain that no one can see. And at night, all she can do is think of what she will never be. When she finally falls asleep, she dreams of him, his beautiful smile and the way he makes her laugh. This is the only time she is truly happy because in her dreams they're not just friends, he loves her back. She wakes back up knowing she has to face reality. He doesn't love her. The dream is just a cruel joke... played by the crushed heart he doesn't even know he broke...

That was the quote I was talking about in my post earlier today.
YUN YUN EH!!

So...whatchasay, huh?

Ay, Tanga..

2006-08-23T10:45:00.000+08:00

There is something that I want to post here today, actually. It was a text quote from Krenzka that I received last night. It was sooo freaking true. Never pa akong tinamaan ng isang text quote like the way that one hit me. Tagos eh!

Alas, yung cellphone ko, nasa bag ko, which is in the package counter. Tanga ko noh. Maybe I'll just post it if ever I have time to come back later, which I doubt. Eh basta bahala na. Basta for sure, ipopost ko yun. Hindi ko lang maforward sa iba kasi bukod sa 4 pages xa (in terms of SMS space), eh hindi pa ako unli today. Insufficient funds...hehehe.

Oh,and Jen emailed me today!!! Wooohooo! It's been almost a month since we corresponded. It was so nice to hear from her again.

I'm thinking of changing my lay-out nga pala. I easily get tired of my lay-outs kaya bihira sa mga blogs ko ang nagtatagal. So far, eto na ang pinakamatagal kong blog outside of Friendster. Haha. I updated that yesterday nga pala. You can click on "Contacts" sa upper left hand side of this page and there is a link to get there. Ramblings lang naman yun pero it's still worth a read.

So, kung may alam kayong (sinong kayo? haha!) gumagawa or site ng magagandang lay-outs besides blogskins.com and createblog.com (tumingin na ako dun eh..) tell me thru a TAG.

Yun lang. I got to eat lunch pa. Bye-bye!

The Frog Killer

2006-08-16T10:35:00.000+08:00

I can still hear his very last croak... the sensation of his slippery body against my surgical gloves... the feeling of him wringling in my arms when I did it... I killed a frog.

Well, it was unintentional!!! I didn't do it on purpose. (Wah! There goes the croak in my head again!) You see, I should just pith the frog not kill it.All my other groupmates were done doing it for the pratical exam and I was the only one left who hadn't done it. My ka-Group, Ryan, told me to get it over with. Para nga naman wala na akong problema tomorrow. He handed me the frog he was holding, (NOTE: Froggy was already pithed. Ryan used the frog for his pithing.) since pithed the yung frog na yun, he is not very active na. He still moved around as he tried to escape my grasp. So yun, I went to my teacher na, equipped with a dissecting needle to perform the pithing.

As part of the procedure, I had to ran a nail on the posterior skull of the frog to locate it's foramen magnum then I should stick a needle into it (only about a centimeter of the needle in) and rotate the needle to destroy the Frog's brain. It took me so long to locate the foramen magnum kasi hindi naman mahaba ang kuko ko. Eh, dahil hinihintay ako ng Prof ko, I just stuck the needle where I THOUGHT there was a depression. Nung una, ayaw pa pumasok nung needle (Pramis, sobrang nanginginig na ako nung ginagawa ko yun) so I used extra force. And when I did, ayun, pumasok na nga and the frog started to make noise and to fidget in my hands. I twisted the needle, unconsciously aware that I've stuck it too deep. So the frog kept on making noise and then finally, he went stopped and he went limp on my hands.

When he did, I check his eyes and saw that they were still open but the pupils were obviously dilated. Not a good sign. After that, I went back to my group's table (they were opening up the other frog's chest). I checked the frog's reflexes pa din, kung gagalaw pa siya or what but no, he's a goner. I placed him in the canister with water and he didn't swim or anything, he just dropped to the bottom of the can.

Actually, kailangan pa namin yung frog na yun for another experiment so lagot talaga ako. Dumating si Ryan, tinanong kung tapos na daw ako. Sabi ko oo, tas I said "Napatay ko yata eh..." Tinanong niya kung asan na tas I showed him the frog inside the canister. Tumawa lang siya tas sabing, "patay na nga". We dispoed of it dun sa labas ng lab, kasama ng iba pang sumakabilang buhay na palaka. Nagtuturuan pa kaming dalawa kung sino ang kukuha ng panibagong frog para dun sa isa pang experiment. Buti na lang si Lynette and kumuha at nagpith. Hustler na yun sa ganun eh. Hahaha.

Ayun. That's the story of how I killed an innocent frog. Sa totoo lang, marami pa kaming kabrutalan ginawa dun sa mga frogs namin kahapon. Di ko lang talaga makalimutan na nakapatay ako ng palaka. I think in the class, I was the very first one to do so.

Yun na. Ayos lang yun...yun na yata ang last ime naming gagamit ng frogs. I'm glad that's over. In fairness, masaya pagnagffrogs kami.

GTG!!

Normal.

2006-08-14T11:23:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. Kamusta naman ang last post ko? Talagang binuhos ko na lahat dun ah.

I'm happy because I am back to Normal. As in Normal, I mean, my way of thinking, the way I do things, see things and react to things. Well, it's not really noticeable in my blog entries, but for the past two weeks, I was really, really different. I don't want to elaborate more on that because I don't want this post to be as long as the last one. Gusto niyo ba yun? Hahaha.

My weekend was fine. I spent Saturday night at Mich's crib where we had the usual Movie Marathon. We watched The Break-up, and parts of The Devil Wears Prada, The Mortuary (it sucks, don't watch it!) and Tamara. Syempre, we ate a lot na naman. We brought home a bucket of chickenjoy and we bought junkfoods pa tapos, super dami pa ng chocolates sa bahay ni Mich! Hay, I love Saturday nights.

I think I only had less than 20 minutes of sleep nung Saturday so when I went home I was so wasted. I need to memorize pa naman for my Phar1 quiz today. So after a nice, long bath, I went up to my room and started on "The Classification of Drugs". At first, I was on a roll! Considering that I had almost no sleep at all, I was able to memorize the first six kinds, their meanings and examples agad! Pero pagdating sa Antianginals, PAKSHET. Tongue twisters and ang mga example, ni hindi ko na mapronounce. I have to memorize until no. 15 but I called it off right after I went pass number 8.

I slept early last night, then kanina, my alarm went on at 5am. It was soooo cold and ang sarap matulog. I was half-consciously arguing with myself if I was going to attend my 7am class(PhyAna). Then, after after 3 minutes of thinking hard, I finally decided that I would sleep in for another 45 minutes and don't attend PhyAna, INSTEAD(!!!), study the remainder of the Classification of Drugs for Phar1, which is my 2nd subject. Bait ko noh? Napakasipag kong estudyante.

So yun, I'm at the library now. Turns out that only some of the computers were blocked for using Blogger. Good news yun! I just finished studying for my Theo exam which will be in 25 minutes.

Salamat kay Bianca na reader nitong aking munting blog. I read yours too! Napanood ko si Yael nung Saturday, ang galing niya umarte in fairness. Considering that it was his first acting experience. Er..tama ba, first ba niya yun? hehe.

Yun lang, wish me luck for Theo! hahah!

Ay, ay!! May ID na nga pala ako...hehehe. Ang saya, feeling ko ngayon Total na ang aking pagka-Thomasian.

My crappy week. bow

2006-08-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

For the record, I'm not going to rant. Ikukwento ko lang ang mga nangyari this week. THESE ARE ACTUAL EVENTS.

READY?

Okay, go.

MONDAY. I think I blogged that day and mentioned my PhyAna exam. Well, like I said, it was just horrible. I didn't study, I had no stock knowledge and I didn't even have time to skim through the books. Result = sure failure. Well, I haven't seen the result yet but I'm sure I failed it. The few things I recalled were even wrong. Haha. Hay nako, it's because I didn't know there would be an exam. Akala ko the lesson wasn't finished yet kaya yun. Akala, akala..ayun, bagsak na tuloy ako.

TUESDAY. The whole UST didn't have classes because it was the feast of St. Dominic. There wasn't really anything wrong with Tuesday. Alam ko nagblog din ako nun eh, so check it out na lang. Wehehe. Oh, about dun sa formal report. Nag-online si Paulo and wow, binigay niya sakin ung ACTUAL formal report niya on the same topic. Astig! Hindi ko kinopy-paste ah. I paraphrased it. :) Hehehe.

WEDNESDAY!!!!! Ah, that faithful day. I can still remember it as if it everything that happened that day happened just today (err..gets?) So here goes...

Since same subjects ako pag MW, I had PhyAna lec in the morning again. Thankfully, hindi dala ng Prof ko yung exams so at least I don't get to see my sucky work. Then, Phar1 na naman, as usual, nagendorse lang ng isang libro ang prof ko at inabot na yun ng mga 1 hour tas nagdiscuss siya tas di ko naman naintindihan. Ayun.

Then, lunch break ko na. :) I have 2 hours of break and since I wasn't able to finish my formal report the other night, I went to Nitro (compshop sa Asturias) and worked on it. Like I said, pinaraphrase ko na lang yung report ni Paulo. (hehehe) Kahit ganun, mahirap pa rin. I also did a little research noh. Plus, I also researched for Theo kasi my graded recitation that day. Okay, so when I'm finally done, I had it printed (7 pages=P21 + comp rental=P30 ==P51)then I was off. I have to eat lunch pa so yun. Lunch ko=P34. Kung ano kinain ko, basta. Kailangan magtipid dahil wala na akong pera. Sakto na nga lang eh.

Then, the unthinkable happened. It turned out that the formal report should be printed in a LONG bond paper. I had mine printed on a short one. I have no choice but to have it printed again, eating all my remaining funds INCLUDING my fare home! I'm not kidding! Hindi naman ganon kalaki baon ko noh. So, pano na yan, wala na akong pamasahe pauwi, paano ako uuwi??????

I texted papa, asking him to fetch me at school. Ayaw niya. Malayo daw. Sinabi ko na wala na akong pera. Sabi nia manghiram daw muna ako sa kahit sino. HELLO?!?! Tingin naman niya ganun yun kadali noh. Hindi ko kaya kclose mga classmates ko tas yung mga kakilala ko naman may klase. Anong gusto niyang gawin ko, puntahan sila Paulo sa classroom nila at mangutang?!?! NO!

Ayun, nag-aaway kami ng tatay ko sa text. I called him a couple of times too and he would just hung up on me. Load ko kaya ang nasasayang noh! Then finally, he told me to take a taxi tas sa bahay na lang babayaran. So I took a taxi. It wasn't hard to hail a taxi in USTe anyway. So yun, when I was in a taxi I told papa na mas mahal ang taxi, at ihanda na niya ang money kasi nakasakay na ako. Then, he replies saying na susunduin na lang daw niya ako! How fickle-minded can one get?!?! Argh!

Well, yun, nakauwi naman ako. Papa paid a hundred bucks for the cab and I didn't even talk to him that day. And it was going to be his birthday the next day (Aug 10th). I was feeling guilty. My dad and I are really close and I'm not used to us not talking. Hay..well, it is okay now so kalimutan na yun.

Thursday. Now, what happened yesterday? We had the practical exam on Muscles in the morning. I studied hard for that exam, I think I did okay. Not outstanding. Mahirap kaya madetermine ang exact location ng muscle, madami na sila, halos pare-pareho pa ng hitsura. Then in the afternoon, another boring Org chem lecture. I listened hard, kahit sobrang nakakaantok talaga magturo si Sir Torres. Nga pala, of all the people that I asked about Sir Torres, bukod tanging si Paulo lang ang nagsabi ng maganda. All the others would say "boring", "nakakaantok", etc, etc.. pero alam nio kung ano sabi ni Paulo?? "Matalino yun eh".. Oh db?? In fairness, matalino talaga siya.

Friday. Today. Okay, so I had my one ang only class today which is Theo then I have to stay a while longer at school because we had to practice for our presentation in Phar1 for Monday. I was expecting it would last for an hour or two kaya buong baon ang hiningi ko sa papa ko. Eh wala pang 30 minutes natapos na namin eh, kaya yun, umuwi na lang ako ang thankfully, wala dun si papa kaya hindi binawi yung baon ko. :)

Haba ba? Hehehe...sorry. Okay, so it wasn't really a crappy week. It was just Wednesday that didn't go well. OA na kung OA. hehe.

I have 3 exams this Monday including this MAJOR memorization for Phar1. Hay, masurvive ko kaya?? Kaya yan.

Kung nakaabot kayo sa part na toh, Congratulations! You have survived my rambling.

Yun lang. Paalam!

Hay, nagsisimula na...

2006-08-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

Eto na ang hirap ng pagiging Pharmacy student, ang walang kamatayang formal report para sa lab subjects. This time, it's assigned to me and I should do it. The only problem is... I have absolutely no idea how!!

Well, I've done about half of it already. I've already typed the methodology and introduction na kokpyahin lang naman straight from the manual. My problem now is writing the STUPID abstract, the results and the discussion of the results. I can't write the results yet kasi yung lab notebook namin nasa isang kagroup ko kaya kahit anong gawin ko, I can't possibly finish this tonight. Yes, I have 2 hours of break tomorrow before Chem lab, what better thing to kill time than to do a formal report, di ba? Hay...

I'm waiting for Paulo to come online now. Siya lang ang makakatulong sa akin dito. Hustler na yun sa paggawa ng mga reports eh. Hehe. I bugged my classmate, Princess, para lang tanungin siya sa kung ano ba ang format at mga ilalagay sa stupid formal report na yan.

Okay, on a totally different note, walang pasok ngayon...nanaman. Supposedly, pupunta kami nila Chucky at Ping sa science. La lang, pero dahil sa nagkaroon ako ng ibang lakad at tinamad na si Chucky, hindi na lang. :) I met Virna today sa Rob Place. :) Saya, it's the first time I saw her again after about 2 or 3 years. =)

Sino ba si Virna? Si Virna ay ang classmate ko nung 1st year na taga-cainta. Since half ng first year and second year life ko, ako ay uwian sa Antipolo, siya ang kasabay ko palagi. :) Sa kanya ako thankful dahil hindi boring ang biyahe ko papuntang Antipolo palagi. Ayun, nagkita kami kasama si Ashley. Kumain lang naman kami sa Mcdo.

Ay, ay!!! Nakita rin namin si Krenz! At eto pa, may kasama siyang boylet! Kumakain din sila sa Mcdo tas pagkatapos daw ay manonood sila ng Sukob. Uuyyyy....daaaattttteeee...hahah! Peace krenz!! :)

Ayun, tomorrow may pasok na ulit. :) tapos na ang maliligayang araw ko. Tinanong nga ako ng tatay ko kung bakit lagi na lang akong walang klase or walang pasok eh. Hehe. Eh yung UST naman ang may kasalanan noh. Ay shet, bukas malalaman ko na ang result ng aking horrifying PhyAna quiz. Patay na...

Yun lang, susubukan ko ng ifigure out itong pakshet na lab report na toh. Kailangan ng magsiryoso!!!

Tambay sa Library.

2006-08-07T12:29:00.000+08:00

dundundun

Wala nanamang klase kaya eto, tambay ulit ako naga-update ulit ako ng blog. hehe.

Hay... tomorrow, no classes ulit. Ang saya ng buhay ng mga Thomasians noh? Pagbirthday ng kung sinong dean, walang pasok; pagfeast day ng isang santo, walang pasok; pagnamatay ang isang EX-dean, wala nanamang pasok. Saan kaya napupunta ang malaking tuition na binabayad namin kung laging walang pasok??

Okay, so di naman talaga laging walang pasok. Minsan naman, may pasok, pero walang klase. Tulad ngayon, today!! Pumasok ako ng 7am for my PhyAna (ayoko ng ielaborate, pangit ang simula ng araw ko!), then, maagang natapos kasi may quiz(yun ang dahilana kung bakit sira ang araw ko...) so maaga ang dismissal. Dahil hindi pa ako nakakapagbreakfast, kumain muna ako sa McDo. :)

Pagbalik ko sa Main, I saw this notice sa may monitor ng guard ordering all BS Phar freshmen to proceed to the Medicine Auditorium for orientation. E di ako naman nagulat...does this mean...? and I was right. Nung umakyat ako sa supposed classroom kong 212, walang tao. Wala akong Phar1 so baba ulit ako at tinanong ko sa guard kung hanggang anong oras ang orientation. Sabi ng guard, hanggang 12 daw. My next class was supposed to be at 12 (THY1), eh ano namang gagawin ko sa UST sa loob ng 4 hours? Ayun, umuwi muna ako.

Tinext ko yung isang classmate ko sa THY1 at tinanong ko kung may Theo pa, sabi niya di siya sure kasi daw hanggang 12 ang orientation at kakain pa sila ng lunch. Sabi ko itxt ako kung meron o wala. Dahil wala akong natanggap na text, kinailangan kong umalis ng bahay ng 11 para makapasok sa theo KUNG may theo. Pero pagdating ko, ayun, empty classroom din.

I'm not being a hypocrite here, I LOVE it when there are no classes. Pero kung lagi naman tulad ng nangyayari ngayon, eh sobra na naman yun. Sa Aug 28 exams nanaman, bayaran ng tuition. Sayang lang ang binabayad, marami na ngang suspension dahil sa weather, tas meron pang mga suspensions dahil sa kung anong reason.

Naku, nagrereklamo na naman ako.

Ay, ay! meron naman isang magandang nangyari ngayong araw na toh. :) Nagpagupit si CRUSH!!!!! Gwapo niya, mas hawig na niya tuloy si Julian ngayon. Hay, pagpasok pa lang niya ng room, parang nagslow-mo eh tas parang may malakas na hangin na tumama sa mukha ko. Hahahahaha! Tama na nga...hehe.

Toodles!

The Pink, Dumb Starfish

2006-08-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

New Lay-out!!! Wala lang, nagsawa na ako kay Betty Boop. Hahaha. Ayan may tagboard na, sana naman merong mag-tag. :)

Actually, tinatamad akong magblog ngayon. Kakablog ko lang kanina sa friendster eh. Hehe.

Sino ba si Pink, Dumb Starfish? Duh. Sino pa, eh di si Patrick Star sa spongebob! Hahaha. Fave ko un eh...hehehe.

Walang kwentang post. Sayang lang sa oras. Tag kayo ah, tsaka may hits counter na rin ako oh! LoL!

Sunshine.

2006-08-02T10:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I know, the title sounds a bit... lame and baduy but it is the reason why I'm happy today, because it didn't rain. :)

Don't get me wrong, I love the rain! I love everything about it. I just didn't like it lately because it's been raining a lot. I had to go to school carrying my file case and backpack then I had to carry my umbrella pa. Sobrang hassle. And you know what more? Yung aking new shoes, now ruined. Hay...

Remember the last time I wrote here was last friday, diba? After nun, nagkita kami nila Chucky, Rachelle and Xavier sa mega to watch Sukob. Nung uwian na, umuulan, may payong ako kaso SIRA(malas!) eh eto namang si Chucky, walang payong kaya ayun, sinugod namin ang ulan. Nabasa kaming dalawa. Hay...

Ay, ay!! I have just thought for a use for this blog!! Since wala naman masyadong vistors toh, I can rave here all I want about........ MY GIRL!!! Grabe, these past few days I've been so preoccupied by thoughts of Jasmine and Julian na kapag naaalala ko silang dalawa, I can't help but smile. I know mukha akong tanga, di naman alam ng ibang tao kung ano nginingiti-ngiti ko. Eh bakit ba? favorite ko yun eh. =D

Sige na, I just remembered I have to take notes for PhyAna lec pa. Kailangan kong bumawi.

Nga pala, I failed Org Chem test. BUT, I only got one mistake in Phar1. Uno nga ako dun eh. :) hehe.

gtg. toodles!

Last Resort.

2006-07-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

Hay, I'm here at school so I can't access my friendster blog. It's not that I don't like this blog anymore pero very few visit this kasi eh. Nakakatamad namang dumaldal ng dumaldal and then nobody's listening diba?

I haven't posted here in over a month but what the heck, if you visit this blog often (which I doubt), and you want to know what's been happening to my life, there's a link sa right side of the page. It'll take you to my Friendster blog. There's a lot more happening there.

So today, my exams started 8:30am, Phar1, sisiw. Haha. Di nga, madali lang, siguro mapeperfect ko yun, kung ikoconsider ung Not Following Instructions ko. Bwisit naman kasi, di ko nakitang may choices, kaya yun, cnulat ko yung mga sagot. Tanga.

I finished the test in less than 30 minutes. Tapos I went to Recto (UE to be exact) to find a copy of my Org Chem book. Naglakad ako hanggang UE sa C&E publishing house. Ang layo, ang sakit ng paa ko, at ayun, walang sila kopya. Actually, meron pero what they have is the original copy which costs Php 9,000!! Kamusta naman yun?!

Kaya Good Luck na lang sakin mamaya sa Org Chem test ko. Mamaya pa namang 1pm yun. It's just 11:26 here. Siguro maghahanap muna ako ng ibang book para makagreview naman kahit konti.

Sana nga may kwenta rin yung notes ko eh. Ang galing kasi ng Prof ko sa Org Chem!! Ang galing niyang MAGPATULOG!! Pramis! Walang mintis! talagang laging may nakakatulog sa klase niya. Kaya ba ng ibang prof yun?

Pinapagcover nga ako sa trabaho ngayon eh, sabi ko hanggang 6pm yung exams ko! Hahaha. Di naman sa ayaw ko but I already have engagements. Sila naman ang may kasalanan, dapat kagabi nila sinabi or kaninang umaga. Naunahan tuloy sila ng friends ko. Haha.

So yun...it would be some kind of miracle kung mapapasa ko ang Org Chem test na toh. Shit talaga. I'm slowly hating taking up Pharmacy. Umpisa pa lang, sumusuko na ako.

Hay...

Nakakatawa toh!

2006-06-27T12:28:00.000+08:00

Una, nakakatawa kasi alam niyo ba kung asan ako ngayon?

dali, hula...hula...

Nasa.... UST Library! Hahahaha. Saya noh, ginagamit ko ang internet ng UST para magblog. Haha. Eh, tapos ko na kasing isearch ang homework ko for Theology tomorrow. Tungkol lang naman sa Five Proofs of God's Existence. Ayun. Kaya eto, pabanjing-banjing na lang.

Tsaka isa pa, I won't attend my Chem 200 today. Haha. Sama eh noh. Eh kasi naman sobrang nakakabore magturo yung teacher namin. In fairness naman, he is really kind. He helped me pa nga nung nagkaroon ng conflict dun sa sked ko. Siya pa nga ang kumausap dun sa mga tao dun sa Dean's office. Pero talagang wala akong matutunan sa kanya eh. Hapon pa naman yung class, 1pm start. Sobrang nakakaantok na oras. Ngayon lang naman ako aabsent. Promise, first and last na toh. Ayoko rin naman makamiss ng lessons noh. Tsaka hindi naman ako magbubulakbol eh, uuwi ako ng maaga tas mag-aaral para sa test namin bukas sa Chem lab and Bio Sci. Ay, pati Pharma pa pala. Kitam, daming pag-aaralan noh.

I can't for Friday na! Sa Friday kasi may "get-together" and 4C kasama syempre si Sir Dawisan. Manonood daw kami ng Superman Returns. Ayun. I went to Science nga pala last Friday with Chucky and Rachelle. Tas we went to Megamall with Sir Dawisan and met Ashley w/ Bf Mark, Julez w/ bf Robert and Jen. Nanonood kami ng Kapag Tumibok ang Puso. Oi, di ako ang pumili nun ah!

O sige na, uuwi na ako. Nagugutom na rin ako eh. Di pa ako nagbbreakfast and Lunch. Sa bahay na ako kakain para tipid. Haha.

Toodles!

PS. Oh yeah, one more thing! I watched High School Musical last Sunday! Grabe astig!!! Hahahahaha. Medyo naaartehan lang ako kay Vanessa Anne Hudgens pero ang galing ni Ashley Tisdale dun eh. hehe. Tsaka maganda naman yung storya. Watch kayo may Encore this Sunday, 7:30pm!

My Last Day as a "Working Student"

2006-06-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

Haha..As if naman I've been a "working student" for that long. I have just been working and studying at the same time for 3 days. Di pa nga 3 days eh kasi nag-absent ako kahapon. =D

So sige, it's my last day here at work and I know I've complained about my work for so many times in the past but despite of that, I've learned to love it. It's a good experience din naman. A lot of people actually think I'm lucky to have a good paying and not-so-hard job at the age of 17 and it's just now that I realize that I really am. I am Lucky. :)

My work isn't hard at all. You have your own "station" that includes a computer with DSL(!), an IP (internet phone), and a comfy chair. Then you have a list of people to call and all you have to do is to talk to them in simple english for five minutes. Hirap ba yun? Tapos, if you have no one to call at a specific time, you're free to "abuse" the internet! Haha! Kidding... I don't abuse my internet access ah. I just visit friendster and all other interesting websites. My boss has this software of keeping track of the websites I've visited so even if I clear the history and cookies and temp files and all that, the list of websites I've been will still be displayed. So yeah, absolutely no websites bad for the eyes. X_X

Now, about the pay... (hehe..) well, I receive about 9,500 a month. I know it's far too small compared to call center jobs but hey, like I said, my job is sooooooooo easy. Plus, I don't work a night shift. T_T I work from 3-10pm for 5 days a week and 200% pay during holidays. No stress at all. My bosses are coolest pa so madali talaga. Tsaka wala ng training training noh. I would choose to work here than in a call center anytime. Ay, air-conditioned pa pala office namin, the phones are complete with headsets so kahit mga braso ko hindi nangangawit sa kakahawak ng phone. Ang sumasakit lang sakin eh ang pwet ko dahil sa tagal na pagkakaupo at ang ulo ko sa ibang mga studyante na talaga namang nakakainis. Pero minsan lang un. ^_^

Daldal ko noh? Well, I've never really fully admitted that I am working to the extent that I broadcast it. My close friends know, of course, syempre lagi silang nabibiyayaan ng libre. Hehe. Syempre my family knows din and a few other people na nagtatanong. Pero I don't tell anyone that I work not unless they ask. It's not that I'm ashamed of working, I am actually ashamed that I am working because I stopped school. Kasi pag nabrought up na ang topic, tatanong nila kung bakit ako nagstop, so I have to tell the whole story na naman which is really kind of tiring to do.

But now, I've gone back to school and I really couldn't handle both. The two days pa nga lang na I went to work right after school proved to be really exhausting na eh. Grabe, inuubo at sinisipon na nga ako ngayon. Kahapon, absent ako sa school since nilagnat na ako nung umaga and I really couldn't go even though I don't want to miss any classes. Hay, eh nagkasakit ako eh..wrong timing nga eh...

So yun, today, I went to school too. I only have one subject today, Theology for 3 hours, 1-3pm. Putik, hindi na naman dumating yung prof. >_> Tapos, umulan pa, natraffic tuloy ako nung papunta dito sa trabaho. Tapos, sobrang taba pa nung katabi ko sa FX, nasu-squish na ako dun sa dulo. Dami ko na namang reklamo. Ang arte ko noh. hehe.

Nga pala, Happy Birthday, ARRA!! Sana okay naman araw mo. :)

Maybe I won't be able to blog for a couple of days, won't go online even. Wala kasi kaming internet sa bahay dahil putol phone namin eh..hahaha! Wag niyo nang alamin kung bakit. Baka next weekend meron na...sana. :)

Bye_bye

PS. Mga fans, comment naman kayo oh... hahaha! Joke lang un "fans" ah..pero ung comment hindi. =) haha.

Cheered me up a little, just want to share...

2006-06-13T18:59:00.000+08:00

Look familiar? They're from YM. I've been trying to get those cool smilies for a loooooong time but had been unable to since the usual left click + save won't work. But now I have them. The source? haha..next time na lang. Basta I have them na.

Oh.

2006-06-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

Did I mention that I have sore throat? I didn't? Well, that's just me being dumb again because I DO have sore throat now.

And still I have to work and abuse my voice. I can't eat and I can't drink cold whatevers. I don't want to drink coffee because I need to be able to sleep early tonight but hey, I'm drinking coffee now!

*snort* Yes, I procrastinate a lot. Get used to it.

Behold my Idiocy.

2006-06-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

Because I'm trying to be less maarte and because no one really reads this blog, I'm going to rant here all I want.

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm an idiot.

Argh. I'm so pissed with myself today. Right now, there is absolutely no one dumber than me. I'm the dumbest of the dumbiest. Yeah, there's no such word but what the heck, I'm stupid.

Today was supposedly my first day of school, right? Well, it's not. It turns out that regular classes start tomorrow. And there wasn't even an announcement at the entrance. The College of Science bothered to print an announcement saying that their classes will start on the 15th, why can't Pharmacy do the same? Even just a notice at the lobby?? NOTHING. So I had to go there, wake up very early, waste money on fare and food, endure wearing my very hot uniform, etc.. etc..

Second. Last night, as I was fixing my things believing that it would be the First day of classes today, I was looking at my Reg Form so as to know what Room or Lab I am to go first, I noticed that my schedule was extremely different to what I knew it was! It turns out that I have classes during Fridays and that my latest dismissal was actually 4:00PM and that my Phar1 and PHL4 was really conflicting!!

So since I was already at school today, I decided to check on the board where the schedules were posted. So I was there, and then I saw where I went wrong. I had written down 1-BPH as my section for Phar1 and THY1 when it really should be 1-CPH!!!! The schedule that I actually chose was that of the 1-CPH but then because I am really stupid, I wrote down 1-BPH, that's why that was what the Dean encoded. That's why PHL4 conflicted with my Phar1. It was because I was/am an idiot!!

Today was just plain bad. Maybe I was just expecting too much last night and all that. I tend to do that a lot. Expect things and end up not getting them, making me feel all depressed and grumpy. I already lashed out on Chucky just now, good thing he wasn't angry.

*sigh* I gotta go make myself feel worse. It's just what I do in times like these.

Nervous.

2006-06-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

Can you blame me if I'm feeling nervous? Gosh, I feel like a 7 year old who is just about to enter primary school.

Yeah yeah, it's kind of funny. It's not like it's my first time in a University and all. Maybe I'm feeling this way since I will be an irregular. I'm not really anticipating making friends this year. *sigh* It's not that I don't want to and that I won't at least make an effort to get to know those in my class, I'll just lie low. I know how regular students treat those irregular ones. Come on, I've been a regular before too. Well, anyway, maybe it'll be different because it'll be in UST. Maybe people think differently? well... hope so.

Well, enough of that. I absent myself from work last Friday and I went out with my friends namely Joran, her girlfriend, Arianne, Rachelle and Chucky. We went to Chucky's place, watched Team America: World Police that is so friggin' hilarious then went to Chowking to eat. Libre ni Chucky! Woohoo! haha!

So there we were, at Chowking. Emoi met us there! Woohoo! I haven't seen her in ages so I was really happy to see her.

Since Chucky was on a roll sa panlilibre,*wink* we watched a movie na rin after we had dinner. We watched The Benchwarmers which was kind of good na rin. All through out the movie hinahanap namin ni Rachelle si Adam Sandler, but never saw him. haha. Well, after the movie, we went home and called it a day.

Then kinabukasan, may lakad na naman ako! It was Kath's birthday last June 9 (Friday) but Gidz (her boyfriend) decided to just celebrate it on a saturday para mas malaki ang possibility na makapunta yung iba. So yun, saturday was the day. Actually, they were just expecting 6 of us there because Jobie, Charles and Thea weren't able to confirm. Tapos ang nangyari, nakapunta si Jobie, c BJ ang hindi. Hay. So yeah, there were 6 of us...

Six of us in the "Magic Circle", yes..pero there was about 12 of us in total! Kasi si Elyu nagdala ng "mob" hahaha! She brought her classmates with her. Kakilala sila ni Kath but hello? di naman sila imbitado. Not that we were against it or something, pero Gidz wished that she could've just warned him in advance. Hindi prepared si Godz for 12 people eh. So un..well, a lot of catching up and stuff. It was fun, nonetheless. I miss those guys so much.

Basta, maraming pang nangyari. Actually, I'm feeling lazy to tell the whole story. Maybe some other time na lang.

This is my last week at work, btw. Grabe, I never thought I would sad of resigning! It's not really the work that I'm going to miss, it'll be my students. Kahit gaganun-ganun ang iba sa kanila, sweet din naman sila eh. Hay. I'm going to miss the pay din syempre.

Tomorrow's school. Don't worry, I'll let you know what happens!

Later 'Gator!

kumusta naman ako?

2006-06-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

Today, it's official. I AM a Tomasian.

Yep, after much ado, I'm finally enrolled. No more going back for other stuff. No more fussing about ridiculous things. No more rants about how slow things are. No more early waking up very early to go there. No more waiting for 30 minutes for a bus. No more walking from UST to Recto. No more wasted money on expensive food in the UST "mall" that I don't know why I can't stop eating there though it's expensive.

IT'S ALL OVER. DONE. FIN.

All I have to do now is to go to school this Tuesday and joila! I'm a student again. Well, a working student but it won't be long now... Soon, studyante na LANG ako. Hay, I can't wait.

I was actually sooooo lazy to go to work today. I woke up at around 7:30 left the house at 8:30 to go to USTe then after the enrolment procedures, I left at around 10:15, arrived home at 11, ate lunch then at around 1:30, I slept. And I had to go to work at 4, meaning I have to dress up and leave my house at around 3 dahil sa traffic so I woke up at 2:30. Hay, katamad talaga today.

intindihin niyo na lang... kaya niyo yan. :)

But now, I am at work. Of course. I'm thinking sayang naman ung sweldo ko. haha. But maybe tomorrow, I will really consider not going to work. Baka pumunta kami ng science eh. hehe. La lang.

Ay nga pala, I watched She's the Man last night and it was freaking hilarious! haha. If it wasn't for Amanda Bynes the movie would've have been perfect. Ayoko kasi yung hitsura ni Amanda dun eh. Ang taba niya tas minsan ang OA. Ang gwapo ni Duke!!!!

At eto pa! grabe, I can't stop eating na naman!! Today, I bought go-go and brownies from KFC uste, that was around 10am. Tapos nung umuwi ako, I ate rice and fish pa at home. Tapos kanina, kumain naman ako ng KORNETS(!!!) at Kariman na sobrang tigas. Argh. Shet.

Di ba obvious na inorganize ang thoughts ko? I went from UST to my lazyness to She's the Man to my eating habits. Ganda.

Hay, kawawa naman ako.

O cge na. Magtatrabaho muna ako. haha.

Ciao!

Ang arte ko.

2006-06-07T19:06:00.000+08:00

Let me share a conversation I just had with Chucky about an hour ago. :)

chucky: may sasabihin ako syo, wag ka magagalit..para rin naman sa ikabubuti mo
chucky: ha?
ako: *sigh* fine.
chucky: ge, wag nalang:D
ako: dali na!
chucky: NAPAKA arte mo.

--woohoo!-- baliw, eto ung katuloy.

ako: kaya nga eh.. *sigh*
chucky: :)
ako: tsaka matagal mo na naman cnsabi sakin un.
chucky: ngaun, sobra..kulang pa ang allcaps..at di ako ngaall caps dati..
ako: bakit naman sumobra??
ako: masama na?
ako: :(
chucky: (quoting me)sobra...tas di pa ako enrol..(/quote) naiinis kang pabalik balik..di hamak na napakabilis ng pagtransfer mo kumpara sa iba
ako: pano mo naman nasabi un?
chucky: natatagalan ka sa 45 minutes, grabe..
ako: ikaw nga sa 10 eh!
chucky: kala ko naman buong araw ka
chucky: regular. /:)
ako: duh, walang pinagiba ang enrolment..
ako: ung pila nga ang matagal eh..
chucky: patriciacoreen (6/5/2006 4:17:20 PM): tsaka malamang talaga matagal enrolment ko, marami pang gagawin eh..
chucky: patriciacoreen (6/5/2006 4:17:36 PM): irreg na trasferee pa.

--look at chucky, using my own words against me.--

ako: matagal KUNG nakaenrol ako..
ako: eh hindi pa nga eh...nagpunta ako dun, natagalan ako, walang nangyari.
chucky: :|
ako: okay..
ako: sorry.
chucky: =))bkt ka ngssori??
ako: eh naiinis ka eh!
chucky: =))wala akng karapatan
ako: bakit naman wala?? eh sayo ako madalas nagrereklamo..
chucky: ako rin naman ah =))basahin mo nga status:D ko di b halatang walang magawa?=))

--here comes my monologue..--

ako: pero di ka naman nagrereklamo kagaya ko..
ako: eh kasi naman, wala ba akong karapatan magreklamo at maginarte kung tumawag na ako, pinapunta ako tas walang mangyayari?
ako: tas babalik na naman ako kinabukasan tas mei isang tao na namang wala??
ako: gumigising ako ng maaga, para pumunta dun, tas magttrabaho pa ako sa hapon..gabi na ako makakauwi..
ako: late na makakatulog, gigising na naman ng maaga, tas wala na namang mangyayari???
chucky: mern, pro kahit naman magreklamo ka walang mangyayari e..tska masanay ka na, halos lahat naman ng bagay ganyan e
ako: nalalabas ko lang inis ko sa pagrereklamo ko..
ako: hay..sorry ulit.. *sigh*
chucky: =))
ako: dito lang naman dahil sa UST ako SOBRANG arte, db?
chucky: uhm..un palang naman pinagsasabi mo e :))
ako: bsta kung meron pang iba, sabihin mo lang..
chucky: :))

That's not the whole convo, ung "maarte" part lang talaga ang nilagay ko dito.

Tama naman si Chucky eh, well..lagi namang tama yun eh. And I don't really blame him kasi naman, like I said, sa kanya ako madalas nagrereklamo. He's always the one who had to endure my endless rants pagdating sa UST application na yan. Actually, nagrereklamo rin ako kay Gidz, pero dahil nag-aaral si Gidz sa FEU, sabay kaming nagrereklamo. Haha! Siya, nirereklamo niya ang FEU at ako, nirereklamo ko ang UST.

Well, it's one of the things I like best about Chucky naman, his frankness. Pagnaiinis yan sakin, sinasabi niya straight away. Lagi niya akong inaaway dahil sa maraming bagay. Madalas naman kasi wala akong sense magtanong. hehe. Eh sorry, di naman niya ako kasing talino noh.

So..nabanggit na sa chat script sa taas na hindi ako nakapagenrol today. It was because of the sudden "conflict" between my subjects PHL 4 and Phar 1. Ewan kung pano nangyari un. I am very certain there was no conflict when I chose my schedule for both subjects. Sobrang laki nga ng difference. My PHL 4 was supposed to be every MW 8:30-9:00am while my Phar 1 is every TTH 4:00-5:30. I really don't know what happened there. So un, tinanggal na lang ng dean ung PHL 4 ko since I really need to take up Phar 1. Though, she said that I can add other subjects to what I have now. I think I will, I only have 4 subjects anyway.

Tsaka shet, ang mahal ng Pharmacy! Picture this, I only have 13 units worth of subjects and yet I have to pay P14,300! Naman!

Kaya yun, sabi sakin bumalik na lang daw ako tomorrow for my final list of subjects and schedule. Balik na naman sa UST. Tapos sasabihin ni Chucky ang arte ko. JOKE! haha.. sabi ko nga maarte ako eh! MAARTE nga ako and I'm not being sarcastic or whatever.

So that was my day. I guess I'm still not an official Tomasian. Hay. Tagal naman.

Ge, toodles!

Pistons lost.

2006-06-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

If you're an NBA fan, I'm sure you know that Detroit lost to Miami last Friday. Yeah, my dear beloved Team lost!

I wasn't able to watch it on TV. I just looked it up in NBA.com, just now. They lost by about 15 points. Hamilton actually scored 33 points but it just wasn't enough to stop Shaq and that airhead, Wade. (Ain't it obvious that I HATE Wade?) Sayang, they played a great Game 5 pa naman with my favorite Piston, Tayshaun Prince (), as the best scorer of that game. Oh well, yung Spurs nga wasn't able to get into the finals eh and they're the Defending Champions... well, they're not defending it anymore.

Okay, enough of that. Thinking about that just makes me sad. I spent the weekend at Mich's after 3 weeks of not going there. Of course, we stayed up late, watching movies, eating lots of unhealthy food, etc etc. We watched Da Vinci Code (For Rachelle's sake since she hasn't seen it yet) and Just My Luck which is a Lindsay Lohan movie. Just My Luck is okay, I guess. At least Lindsay didn't look too thin in that movie.

I'm counting down days until my enrolment. My money is currently on hold since I have no idea how much the downpayment would cost. I don't want to come short so I'm trying not to spend too much. I haven't even bought my school things yet. Plus, aside from the downpayment, I still have to buy uniform which doesn't come cheap. I just hope they have one my size so I don't need to go have one made. Urgh, that would much more trouble since I'll be going to school in a week!

Grabe. Seven days to go before I go back to school. Hay, I miss it so much. School's fun, you know.

Oh, and about my last post. Don't ask. I was just really pissed. I'm still pissed actually.

Guys are such dogs.

stupid boys.

2006-06-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

I'm already warning you, this is one of those posts that shouts "man-hater". I'm not a man-hater but there are just times when I hate boys. And this is one of those times. I also want to make it clear that I am talking about an actual guy here, I just won't say who.

Bakit ba iniisip lagi ng mga lalaki na sila dapat ang "boss" sa isang relationship?? Dapat sila ang masusunod, sila ang pakikinggan, sila ang pwedeng magsabi kung ano ang dapat mong gawin. Buti sana kung siya yung gumagastos palagi eh, (although, kahit na siya ang laging nagbabayad ng kung ano-ano, mali pa rin yun) eh ang kaso, girlfriend niya ang gumagastos sa halos lahat. Ang girlfriend ang gumagawa ng paraan para magkita sila. Dahil walang pera si lalaki, ayus lang na si babae na ang gumastos sa date nila para lang magkita sila. Tapos, siya pa rin ang boss?? KAPAL talaga!

Tapos, etong si lalaki, hindi pa makapagpromise na di na talaga siya mangbababae!! All we girls want in a relationship are love, trust and loyalty. Kahit nga trust, di pa maibigay, samantalang si lalaki na nga ang HINDI MAKAPAGPROMISE na hindi na siya mangbababae. Ang kapal naman ng mukha ni lalaki na paghinalaan ang girlfriend niya kung siya mismo, hindi mabigay ang loyalty na gusto ng babae.

Isa pa, alam na ni lalaki na wala siyang pera, di pa siya gumawa ng paraan. Di ba niya alam na baon na sa utang si babae para lang mabigyan din siya ng pera?? Hiyang-hiya na si babae pero dahil mahal niya si lalaki, ginagawa niya yun. Eto namang lalaking toh, di man lang makaisip na gumawa ng paraan para magkapera. Sige, okay, may problema na sila sa pamilya niya pero KUNG GUSTO MAY PARAAN. Nasasarapan ka yata ang ang girlfriend mo na lang ang laging gumagastos para sayo eh.

NOW, nawala ka ng mahigit isang buwan, nagcheat sayo ang girlfriend mo, pagbalik mo, tinapos na niya at inamin niya sayo, sasabihan mo pa siya ng sinungaling?? Inamin na nga niya sayo eh, at nagsorry pa siya, lumuhod pa siya sa harap mo. Hindi siya nagsinungaling. Okay, nag-cheat nga siya sayo, pero isipin mo, gagawin ba niya un kung wala kang pagkukulang sa kanya?? Nawala ka ng mahigit sa isang buwan. Buti sana kung araw-araw nagpaparamdam ka, eh kung magtext ka isang beses sa dalawang linggo eh!! Anong gusto mong gawin ng girlfriend mo? Magkapakasenti dahil wala ka?? Baliw.

Buti rin sana kung IKAW naging faithful din in the course of that one month. PERO HINDI EH, nag-cheat ka din. Nangbabae ka din. At sigurado ako, kung hindi inamin sayo ng babae na nagcheat siya, hindi mo rin sasabihin na ginawa mo yun. Ang kapal ng mukha mo eh. O yan, you're even. She cheated on you and you cheated on her. Actually, lamang ka pa nga rin eh, dahil nagcheat ka na dati, pero she forgave you.

After all this, what do you do to her? You ruin her life. You are so selfish that you ruin the life of someone who loves you so much. Masyado mo kasing iniisip na ikaw ang boss at ikaw lang ang masusunod. Sinira mo na buhay niya.

Sa totoo lang, sa una pa lang, hindi na kita gusto. Dahil mahal ka ng kaibigan ko, tinanggap na kita. Di ko naman pedeng diktahan ang kaibigan ko. Tama lang pala ang pagjudge ko sayo, you don't deserve her. Sana wag na kitang makita kahit kailan kasi wala kang kwentang tao. Ginamit mo lang ang kaibigan ko to be one of your trophies. Samantalang ikaw, di ka niya maipagmalaki. Ang kapal kasi ng mukha mo eh.

Bwisit ka. Go to hell.

Finally!!

2006-06-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!

June 7 is the day, people. The day of my enrolment. Finally! Yep, that means that I already have my subjects and my schedule and everything. The only thing I need to do now is to enrol and I am OFFICIALLY a Thomasian. Can you believe it? I can't! It's like a dream come true...

Alright, on to the details. So I called the Sec Gen to ask them if my papers were ready and the woman there said that it is ready so I went there at around 1pm today. Today wasn't really tiring. I didn't do a lot ups and downs, walk from here to there or whatever. When the dean got hold of my approved papers, she sent me to the head of the Faculty of Pharmacy for evaluation.

The evaluation process didn't take that long as well. I'm just thankful na meron nang naunang taga-FEU sakin, so my subjects are nearly the same as his, only he is an incoming 3rd while I'm just in 2nd year. So un, she gave me the list of the subjects that I will take and ordered me to go to the Bulletin Board to look at the subjects and their available schedules. I have no classes every Friday so Loooong Weekend, dude! Hehe. The only thing I hate about the schedule is the loooong free time during Mondays and Wednesdays. Pano ako papatay ng 3 hours?! Tsaka now, I have no choice but to quit my job. I can't possibly work kung twice a week 5:30 ang dismissal ko. Hay, so yun, I have to quit. Meaning, no more salary for me. Oh well.

I still can't believe that I'm done with all those application thingies. All I have to do now is to enrol! Un na lang and then I'm done. Woohoo!

Trish rambles.

2006-05-31T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hay walang magawa eh, I don't have a call until 7:35 and it's just 7:15. So here I am, adding senseless post to my shiny, new, betty-boopy, blog.

Alright, nasabi ko na yung tungkol sa UST, I also mentioned that I received my pay today so what else to say... Honestly, wala akong maisip. Kaya "Trish Rambles" ang title kasi I'm rambling.

Oh yan tuloy, tinamad na akong mag-isip na sasabihin. Sus, makaalis na nga, pagsinipag ako bukas, idedelete ko tong super senseless post na toh.

Welcome to my new blog.

2006-05-31T17:15:00.000+08:00

Actually, I don't like Betty Boop but I really like the flowers in the boxes.

So...Alam ko naman na wala talagang nagbabasa nito so what am I to say but nothing. Well, if you do read this, then leave a comment.

Okay, I'll update this about my day na lang. Well, nothing really special happened today. I didn't go to UST anymore because I was feeling soooooo lazy that I just slept till noon. I know I got to fix things there as soon as possible pero pinapagod nila ako eh! I called the office of the Secretary general today and then she told me to just call back in the afternoon. I didn't even bother.

So yeah, I love my friendster blog too but I'm getting tired of the layout. Sobrang parang ang gloomy ng buhay pag dun ako nagbblog so dito na lang.

Oh, it was payday today. Pero alas, di ko pa napapaencash ang check ko. Kasi nga, natulog lang ako. Sobrang nakakapagod kaya yung ginawa ko kahapon. Oh well... Tomorrow, I will surely go to UST. I just hope that tomorrow, everything will be done na so that all I have to do is to enroll na lang.

Alrighty, gotta go!